My most emotional death will actually be when this character dies, and I know what you're thinking. "Why?" It's... Fairly simple. What I am getting at, is I always have a personality, premade. I don't care if they're used up... But this? This is different. By, of all means, you have no idea what I'm talking about or why this would be the most emotional death. Because, this is me. This is my personality, my pure, my real, and my rightful self-conscious. Being me, the past me... Gives me what I haven't had in so long, the ability to understand feelings, the love, the happiness. I never get that anymore, I'm alone in my apartment typing out newspapers for the press. This is all I go by, I'm reminded on a daily basis, that I need to find that identity I was so-long-ago.

And, well there you have it. A long ass, no-needed paragraph, but one I credit. xDD

My second or third account about 4 years ago. Was RHM to someone I thought was a decent person, turns out he was a fuckhead as well . Shot me for picking his pocket. 

Was my 3rd run and I made a thread about a robbery and all was going well until one of the people involved was killed so I started focusing the RP around his death. I then made up some RP that i was shot in a gunfight, 30 mins later I was killed because a war broke out. I wrote my own death and that hit hard lol

Coming back to MR after irl problems just to wake up and see everyone you watched get to their level, die out of nowhere. Fuck.

I think is more when you die for no reason it becomes more emotional or frustrating and could of avoided it or your boss could of.   You get to a stage your putting too much in, and someone is like lets be a dick today and get the whole crew killed and you just feel why did i bother.