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Kamille enters her office leaving he light off to keep the room pitch black; As she sits at her desk and turns on her personal light lamp. Kamille pulls out a diary and a pen and begins to write.....
10/26/1930.
Kamille Cardenaz
I never thought having a child would change my ways in living this criminal lifestyle. I have something to live for now, I now have something motivating to wake up to instead of money, someone to actually call family; I'm not the best mother in the world for allowing their kid to be exposed to this lifestyle but I do believe lying to her will only make her hate me.
Life has changed a lot since she's been around. I feel as if I changed as a person and for the better; Motherhood has taught me many life lessons. Before becoming a mother, I was a self centered child. I had no motivation to succeed. All I was worried about was where the next party was. At that time I had no want to try because I was so scared to fail. I was slowly progressing to go nowhere and do nothing with my life. That easily turned around when have a daughter, my baby gave me a new life and made me want to achieve more in life while keeping her away from the path I have chosen. The greatest reward of being a mother is the love I share with my children. It is like no other. It is pure and unconditional. There is no greater feeling than spending time in casinos, restaurants and parks with my baby girl. she's like the near spitting image of me and I love her
~Mommy
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