What have I done?  I took a few moments of time to go to see my devoted mother on the 18th Ward, and I wake up to find my family all dead and me without a home or sponsor. Godfather dead, his right hand man dead, almost everyone is gone, why was I spared?  Panic sets in as I try to remember what happened.  Did someone slip me a rufee?  I didn’t taste anything funny about the Spaghetti… But here I am in a back ally with a busted up face and no where to go.  I walk the streets and mourn the loss of Pete and Custodio.
 

Finely I am contacted and not running scared.  Picked up and safe for now…

Feels for you buddy, hope your mother is more safe than you family, its always best to take care of family and now when they hade it ruff but fought really good theres much honor to them from many. Spit in hands and take new missions in hand and never look back, thats the wat of living in here. Its tuff but at the same time pretty awsome and fun if doing it right, keep those hashment done behind you and you will getting stronger by them.

Keep the faith!