It was an ugly period of my life,and was I shattered,left sitting on a bench drinking bottles.She came close,like manna from heaven,her beauty was angelic and her name Thàlia,she asked me how I was and I responded 

"Shit,from personal until economics,the people that I truly love left me without a reason and I wasted my money on gambling,and sorry for the whining,but there is no hoe bigger than whining,when you haven't experienced the thing people call luck,you fall in love with the roulette but the ball still hates you."

After some chit-chatting were introduced ourselves,we talked for a long time,we left ourselves free ,we got lost in our own words,before looking at eachother passionately,this is when it hit me,we fell in love with eachother. She asked me out,it was the first time that an actual lady had asked me to,she told me to meet at her house,she didn't like noise.

I wore my best outfit with an expensive perfume,I shaved off and got a haircut,for her I bought a new pair of shoes. Her house was just four blocks away,stunning house,so much that I was feeling awkward,she lived there with her small puppy,a sizable mansion with a lavish fireplace.

I was waiting to dine together with her,I reached her doorstep with s bouquet and an expensive wine in my hands,she welcomed me wearing a dazzling dress. There were moments so select like they were scenes from our dreams.

Glancing,kissing and then making love in the floor,I had just filled a space inside me,I realised that when she was making breakfast the next day,she had woken me up with care and love, in front of the fireplace, we made love. This is how our life went on, in a lovely house me,her and our Griffon,in front of the fire we played table games and cards,we read books together in our couch, the most beautiful winter we passed together, hugging all day looking at the snow.

I have a girl,which I adore like an angel,a fireplace which I look at for hours,a dog who is my best friend even if he plucks. But Thàlia left and will never come back,there is no dog inside the house barking,there is no wood burning inside the fireplace,I never lived all that,I wake up again in the bench before heading for my apartment.