My heart is getting heavy from hoping

And it's got a lot of battle scars

I kinda wish somebody had told me

That this was gonna be so hard

And maybe I was made to be lonely

'Cause I'm standing here with open arms

Oh, I just want somebody to hold me

When I'm falling apart

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ARMNHMR - Falling Apart

Happy, and I'm smiling, walk a mile to drink your water
You know I'd love to love you, and above you there's no other
We'll go walking out while others shout of war's disaster
Oh, we won't give in, let's go living in the past

Once I used to join in every boy and girl was my friend
Now there's revolution but they don't know what they're fighting
Let us close out eyes. Outside their lives go on much faster
Oh, we won't give in, we'll keep living in the past

Oh, we won't give in, let's go living in the past
Oh, no, no, we won't give in, let's go living in the past

I cant explainnnnnn i got a felling that i just i cant eraseeee is just a feeling that i wont wont leave behinddddd because its something that is on, is on my minddddd

I guess it goes like na na naaaaa

Old man, look at my life
I'm a lot like you were
Old man, look at my life
I'm a lot like you were

Old man, look at my life
Twenty four and there's so much more
Live alone in a paradise
That makes me think of two

Love lost, such a cost
Give me things that don't get lost
Like a coin that won't get tossed
Rolling home to you

All right you Chipmunks! Ready to sing your song?
I'll say we are.
Yeah.
Let's sing it now.
Okay, Simon?
Okay.
Okay, Theodore?
Okay.
Okay, Alvin? Alvin? Alvin!
Okay.

Christmas, Christmas time is near
Time for toys and time for cheer
We've been good, but we can't last
Hurry Christmas, hurry fast
Want a plane that loops the loop
Me, I want a hula hoop
We can hardly stand the wait
Please Christmas, don't be late.

Okay fellas get ready.
That was very good, Simon.
Naturally.
Very good Theodore.
Ahhh.
Ah, Alvin, you were a little flat, watch it.
Ah, Alvin. Alvin. Alvin!
Okay.

Want a plane that loops the loop
I still want a hula hoop
We can hardly stand the wait
Please Christmas, don't be late.
We can hardly stand the wait
Please Christmas, don't be late.

Very good, boys
Lets sing it again! Yeah, lets sing it again!
No, That's enough, lets not overdo it
What do you mean overdo it?
We want to sing it again!
Now wait a minute, boys
Why can't we sing it again?
Alvin, cut that out..Theodore, just a minute.
Simon will you cut that out? Boys...

Now, I'm the king of the swingers
Oh, the jungle VIP
I've reached the top and had to stop
And that's what botherin' me
I wanna be a man, mancub
And stroll right into town
And be just like the other men
I'm tired of monkeyin' around!

Oh, oobee doo
I wanna be like you
I wanna walk like you
Talk like you, too
You'll see it's true
An ape like me
Can learn to be human too

Gee, cousin Louie
You're doin' real good
Now here's your part of the deal, cuz
Lay the secret on me of man's red fire
But I don't know how to make fire

Now, don't try to kid me, mancub
I made a deal with you
What I desire is man's red fire
To make my dream come true
Now, give me the secret, mancub
C'mon, clue me what to do
Give me the power of man's red flower
So I can be like you

You!
I wanna be like you
I wanna walk like you
Talk like you, too

You'll see it's true
Someone like me
Can learn to be
Like someone like me
Take me home daddy

Can learn to be
Like someone like you
One more time
Yeah
Can learn to be
Like someone like me!

Yep... jungle book lol

I streamed a movie (what a lovely war) from time long ago and sometimes this song pops up in my mind

The hells of hell go ting-a-ling-a-ling for you, but not for me
And the little devils have a sing-a-ling-a-ling for you, but not for me
Oh death where is thy sting-a-ling-a-ling and grave thy company
The bells of hell go thing-a-ling-a-ling for you, but not for me

When I was young I was the nicest guy I knew
I thought I was the chosen one
But time went by and I found out a thing or two
My shine wore off as time wore on
I thought that I was living out the perfect life
But in the lonely hours when the truth begins to bite
I thought about the times when I turned my back and stalled
I ain't no nice guy after all

ITS HARD FOR ME TO DO TWO THINGS AT ONCE

THATS WHY I ALWAYS FUCKIN PUT COCAINE INSIDE MY BLUNTS

*WUUUUBBBB* *DUUUN* *NUUUNNNN* *NUUUHHHH* *NUUUHHHHH* 

In touch with the ground

I'm on the hunt, I'm after you

Smell like I sound, I'm lost in a crowd

And I'm hungry like the wolf

Straddle the line in discord and rhyme

I'm on the hunt, I'm after you

Mouth is alive, with juices like wine

And I'm hungry like the wolf

Right now I am hearing those dread words: "Nah nah nah nah, nah nah nah nah, hey hey hey, good bye" as my beloved Cleveland Browns fucked up the game at the worst possible moment, sending them packing for home to Cleveland with their playoff hopes hanging by a thread.

I can't remember anything

Can't tell if this is true or dream

Deep down inside I feel the scream

This terrible silence stops me

Now that the war is through with me

I'm waking up, I cannot see

That there's not much left of me

Nothing is real but pain now

Hold my breath as I wish for death

Oh, please, God, wake me

All that bullshit's for the birds
You ain't nothing but a vulture
Always hoping for the worst
Waiting for me to fuck up
You'll regret the day when I find another girl, yeah
That knows just what I need, she knows just what I mean
When I tell her, "Keep it drama free"

Chu-Chuckin' up the (deuces)
(Oh-woah-woah-woah-woah-woah-woah-woah)
Told you that I'm leaving (deuces)
(Oh-woah-woah-woah-woah-woah-woah-woah)
I know you mad, but so what? I wish you best of luck
And now I'm finna throw them deuces up

I'm on some new shit
I'm chucking my deuces up to her (deuces)
I'm moving on to something better, better, better
No more trying to make it work (deuces)
You made me wanna say bye-bye, say bye-bye, say bye-bye to her (deuces)
You made me wanna say bye-bye, say bye-bye, say bye-bye to her

Uh, used to be Valentines
Together all the time
Thought it was true love, but you know women lie
It's like I sent my love with a text two times
Call 'cause I care but I ain't get no reply
Tryna see eye to eye but it's like we both blind
Fuck it, let's hit the club, I rarely sip but pour me some
'Cause when it's all said and done
I ain't gon' be the one that she can always run to

I hate liars, fuck love, I'm tired of trying
My heart big but it beat quiet
I don't never feel like we vibing
'Cause every time we alone it's a awkward silence
So leave your keys on the kitchen counter
And gimme back that ruby ring with the big diamond
Shit is over, what you tripping for?
I 'on't wanna have to let you go
But, baby, I think it's better if I let you know

I'm on some new shit
I'm chucking my deuces up to her (deuces)
I'm moving on to something better, better, better
No more trying to make it work (deuces)
You made me wanna say bye-bye, say bye-bye, say bye-bye to her (deuces)
You made me wanna say bye-bye, say bye-bye, say bye-bye to her

Look, my shorty always on some bullshit like Chicago
So I flip that middle finger and the index finger follow
Deuces, we ain't got no future in tomorrow
I'm a dick, so it shouldn't be that hard to swallow
The other chick I'm with never complain
She make wanna leave the one I'm with Usher Raymond
Probably didn't register, don't trip, later on it will
Shorty full of drama, like Gangsta Gri-zills

I finally noticed it, it finally hit me
Like Tina did Ike in the limo, it finally hit me
I got a new chick, and she ain't you
She Paula Patton thick, she give me déjà vu
And all that attitude, I don't care bout it
But all that shit I do for her, you gon' hear 'bout it
Breezy rep two up, two down
But I'm just puttin' two up, chuckin' up the deuce now

I'm on some new shit
I'm chucking my deuces up to her (deuces)
I'm moving on to something better, better, better
No more trying to make it work (deuces)
You made me wanna say bye-bye, say bye-bye, say bye-bye to her (deuces)
You made me wanna say bye-bye, say bye-bye, say bye-bye to her (deuces)

Chrisbrown with deuces ;)