I wanted to say goodbye.

To the people I have met and enjoyed friendships with (even if it was for a brief period of time, many no longer travel these shores).

To JTG, everyone knows you are everything to me, you have been there for me for 20 years and not many have the luxury to say they have had a friend for that long. You've not only been my best friend in game, but someone I can count on in life too. I know you'll still be with me even outside of this game, but you deserve the world. Thank you.

To Visas, you're a wild one and we are besties for it! Keep kicking ass irl! You know you'll keep hearing from me and see me soon!

To Cruel, may he rest in peace, I miss all our times together, and Edward. They truly taught me this game and made some of my first runs the best I ever had.

To Leela, Aizlynn, Blitzy, and Pratster. Man did we have some fun times, I miss those days and the shit we all gave each other.

To Sao, our friendship has had quiet moments, yet we can pick up like no time has passed at all and it is more than just a MR friendship, I know we'll still keep in touch and see more concerts together :)

To DS and Marston, you guys are so awesome and fun to be around, the best brother duo ever.

To Spike, we've never been extremely close, yet you've always been a friend. A master troll that drives most people nuts, but not me :p sorry Revan, he's a better troll than you

To FrankieFigs, I know we were pretty good buds back in the earlier days, but you've not changed one bit and are still a great guy, everyone loves you :)

To Anna (Niflheim one), I miss you. You believed so much in me and I regret not being what you had hoped I could be or able to be by your side in the end, but you didn't let yourself believe any less in me for it. I think of you often and do my best to believe in myself as much as you believed in me. I hope I'm making you proud up there.

To Grin, I've always admired your work, we've never truly worked that closely together which is a shame. I wish you well!

To Technical, Ace, Ginsters, Cory Chase, biglawson, and Morty even though I never wanted to be apart of a group (still don't like groups) you guys were loads of fun, even if we argued a lot :) I wish I could be friends with people without being apart of their group heh. Yet, I appreciate the time we had and I still love you guys even after everything :)

To KW, you're as silly as they come and it's great, it was a pleasure getting to know you!

To Deces, I've heard you've become a wild person haha, but I loved all our time together, thank you for everything!

To Goku, you've always been an interesting person to run with and honestly you can be pretty nice, except when you let that ego run rampant, but you wouldn't be you without it. Thanks for clearing the air with me and I wish all the best for you :)

To Kendra and Belle, you ladies were THE ladies and still forever will be. I'm so lucky I got to be friends with you both!

To LF, we may not be as close as we were before, but I still appreciate the time we've had playing together!

To Tanda, I'll miss our random conversations and you better keep that firecracker of a wife happy :) I hope you both take care :)

To Warrior, I feel we rarely got to work together, but that didn't matter! We still stayed friends and kept in touch, I hope life is still treating you well!

To Corky, we knew each other briefly and honestly I wish we got to know each other more, you seem fun and great. I wish you the best!

To GoodFellas, I didn't forget about you :p I'll miss getting to pick on you! All in good fun though :) I hope things in life go your way, keep kicking life's booty!

To those I've ran with these past two years, we maybe didn't talk a ton, more on my part because I just don't socialize anymore, but you guys were great, always nice, always helpful, and I appreciated getting to run with you all. You're all good people, but so are many on the other side.

To RBM, thank you for the short friendship we had, you always made me laugh.

To Katerina, whoever you may actually be, thanks for making my last run more enjoyable and it was a pleasure to work with you, even if everything you said was fake.

To Telkin, keep your chin up and keep doing your best :) 

To Silk, may you be having all the fun with the angels, I am lucky to have known you.

To Marco, man you were so fun to be around and to call a friend, I wish you hadn't been taken so soon.

To JesseJames, you were a hoot, and you were who gave me my first chance to lead and granted me one hell of a first leader run all the way to Godfather. Thank you.

To JackRuby, it's been a long time since we have run together, but you were a friend I appreciated for a long time, hope you are well :)

To Nine, it's been ages and I hope life is still treating you well, you were one of my better friends here and I always wished you'd one day return. 

To Tie, you've been gone for so long and boy do I miss all the fun and shenanigans we had. I hope you are doing well in life.

To SpaceCowboy, I wish it wasn't so, you were always nice and a good guy. It's always the good ones that go too soon.

To BrotherHec, hope you're taking care, you are always a lively guy to catch up with :)

To Bammy, miss you sir, hope you're taking care in all the things you're getting up to in life!

To Senza, it enjoyed our friendship and the fun times we had, I don't think you play at all anymore or even before this regime, but it was good times

To Remy, you're a ball of fun and silliness, hope you're doing well and congratulations 

I apologize if I didn't mention you by name, I've spent months trying to remember everyone that I called friend. To those I didn't mention it was more because we were never that close or we fell apart. Doesn't mean y'all aren't awesome too. I wish everyone the best, no matter what side you are on. Unless you're one of the people who can't separate the game and friendship, and say horrible, rude shit to others. Y'all need help.

Sorry I walked away the way I did, but some things are worth more than winning in this game, even if they wouldn't do the same for you.

so youre retiring again? thats crazy lol

Spikekilledthegame some people need that attention of saying they are quitting, and we know will be back as made similar posts.  My favourite ones are when people out them as will be back already, trying to stay under the radar

Again?? Typical rhetoric when it get tough around here. Anyhow bye and see you soon again.

No one ever mentions me on these good bye threads, or the "looking for friends" thread. I'm lonely.