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Endurance held her pillow tightly as she awoke from her dream and wondered if it was really a dream. She looked over at the empty room next to her and shook her head. Her tears had already stained her pillow and as she lay her head down she felt the wetness of it and tossed it to the floor. She screamed out suddenly unable to catch herself. "Fuck YOU!" Her teeth grit together as she finally exhaled. Her breaths were shallow as she remembered that one good bye that never really happened that reflected in her life life every moment.
Hearing her own breath she fell back to the bed and closed her eyes. "Can nothing save me from this?" Her words echoed against the walls of the room. She noticed the patter of rain outside as she slipped her feet to the cold floor. As hard as she tried she knew she couldn't hold back her tears as she felt her hands raise to her face to catch the wetness that started to fall down her cheeks. What was her happiness seemed gone, as she sobbed not knowing what else to do.
"FUCK YOU" Her screams echoed again as a flash of lightening shattered the darkness that she thought surrounded her and she fell to her pillow finding no comfort. "Why?" Her voice softly tried to echo against the thunder and failed. Her strength gone she look around finding nothing to comfort her. she reached for her gun. Feeling the barrel of it she let her hands trickle down the sides as she peered outside. Sheets of rain pounded at the windows as she watched them slink down the panes. She took a deeper breath and sniffled as she pressed her face against the glass hard. "Hmm?" It was almost as if someone had called out to her at that instance telling her to halt. Her face pressed harder against the window.
"Endurance, my legacy, prove it.." The ghostly voice over came the thunder that Endurance found herself hiding her ears from and managed to make it through the lighting that lit up the room with every crackle of itself. She found herself staring at the window looking for who was talking to her and found nothing there but a smudge of dirt, and a cricket which she was always terrified of.
"You.." She found her tears to much to handle as she picked up the cricket and held it. Looking at it as the tears stained her face, she wondered could it be? |
