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| Jealousy & Love | Started by: Mania` on Sep 14, '08 11:05 |
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Mania sits in the bar downing her last tequila shot for the night.. she feels Naamah's eyes fixated on her every move and feels a little uncomfortable as the ball in her throat grows a little bigger... "You know you said it was your last shot.. like 6 shots back right?" "So what? Whos counting?" Mania pours herself another and looks at the nearly finished bottle... "That worm there.. That's mine.. Little sucker-I'm gonna"Naamah grabs the bottle and puts the lid back on then places it on her side of the table.. "Your going to tell me what's wrong RIGHT NOW".. "Its..Its nothing.. Really its nothing.. I'll be ok!.. Don't i always make it out alright.. Just let me drink please?!" Mania notices her friend's stern look and gives up, she fiddles with her shot glass as tears start to swell up. She starts to reminisce on her life and how hard it's been to 'fit it' for her and her friend in this human inhabited world, a slight feeling of regret creeps up every time she thinks of the day she chose humanity. Mania feels her heart beat racing but for a second things slow right down..she looks around and notices filthy men stumbling over bar stools and muttering to themselves, intoxicating themselves with their own grotty alcoholic stench. Her voice lowers right down as she turns her attention to Naamah "I know all this is new to us.. different world, new situations, new experiences.. but..i've just got myself into a situation I don't know how to get out of.. I.. Well I.." Sighs "I've fallen for someone Naamah.." Mania looks down almost ashamed to admit it to herself let alone one of her bestfriends.. she feels her stomach turn in anticipation of all the questions she awaits. Naamah's eyes nearly pop out of her head as she almost screams out "WHAT? ..Is that why its been so hard to contact you these days.. well.. who is it? Do I know him? OMG why didn't you tell me earlier!" ... Mania swallows the nonexistent saliva in her mouth and sighs... "I think im in love with him.. but.. hes got a girl at home.. Im so confused.. he tells me its all some kind of mask.. a fake relationship because people are after him.. and her.. that was the only way to keep themselves safe.. but.. That doesn't make sense to me" Mania thinks back to earlier today as she listened to her favourite radio station.. the words still echoed in her head, piercing itself to her brain, those words from Marietta 'A girl likes to be shown that you love her, in front of other people' repeats itself a million times over. Mania shakes it off and continues.. " In everyone else's eyes they are a couple, apparently only their close friends really know how it is- that its fake that is.. But just the thought.. of him in someone else's arms, it just scares me to think that he could find takers other than me, or better than me..I feel like im gonna die of jealously you know?.. like im walking around with a horrid cloud hovering over me, whose toxic raindrops blur my vision and burns holes in my heart and mind.. they say the lovesick, the betrayed and the jealous all smell alike and the venom clamours of a jealous woman is of the most poisonous" sighs ..."I feel lost and I love him to death but I can't keep going on like this.. he tells me everything I want to hear yet I feel like something is missing and the jealousy is eating me alive... perhaps jealousy and love are sisters and I've just caught some sort of STUPID mental cancer" Mania reaches over and pours herself another tequila.. she looks up and notices the bar as quiet down and even the men sitting at the bar have their head down in deep thought.. Mania sighs again then takes her shot, scrunching up her face a little as it burns her throat "Don't worry.. you don't know him" Shakes her head slowly .. "My question is.. They say that he that is jealous is not in love.. but there is also the saying that he that is NOT jealous is not in love... through my own experiences.. the jealous are troublesome to others, but a torment to themselves.. I'm.. a tormet to myself.. Maybe no true love can be without its dead penalty- Jealousy? Right? As a Mafioso.. How should I confront the situation?.. How can we put aside love in our lives of such havoc?" A single tear rolls down her cheek as she sits silently and waits if Naamah or anyone for that matter bothers to explain their thoughts.. Or offer her some constructive advice... |
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Nub listens to Mania before sliding up the bar to sit next to her, a wee bit drunk he stumbles slowly but surely to her, listening as she carried on about her problems Now... Nub slurs a few words What you need to do is this; Before Nub could answer he felt him self stop talking and taking long pause before his head quickly hit the bar and fell asleep. |
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| Reply by: Nub at Sep 14, '08 11:30 | |
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Hey that's my Woman!!!!! BuddahBear pours another shot for Mania` Maybe that will help you forget your night!! BuddahBear then laughs evily |
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| Reply by: BuddahBear at Sep 14, '08 12:08 | |
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Adamine gets up from the booth behind her and pulls up a seat next Mania` "Amazing story you have. How about we go to my place and you tell me the rest of it?" Adamine winks at Mania` and then grabs his coat "Come on, I got a full bar" |
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| Reply by: Adamine at Sep 14, '08 12:21 | |
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| walks in on this story and listens intently... after pondering what to say, i still cannot respond. All i have to say is "When the hell are adamine and BuddhaBear going to duke it out ;) | |
| Reply by: x_Factor at Sep 14, '08 12:25 | |
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Sitting at the bar with 14 empty shot glasses in front of him IllFated listens to Mania's Question.Grabs his beer and walks over to her and hands her a tissue Please dont cry.I beleive there *hikup* should be no jealousy in love .The reason being *hikup* if there is jealousy in love then how can *hikup* you trust that person .I dont know about you but if there is no trust there is no true love.Well that is what I beleive anyway. Stumbles off while pounding the last of his beer. |
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| Reply by: IllFated at Sep 14, '08 19:58 | |
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From afar, Lighterfeul has listened to the whole of this story, by this woman who seems familar, apparently her name is..... Mania`. After seeing the guys before him pathetically try and take advantage of this poor, deeply upset woman. He walks up to her grabs the Tequila bottle looks her straight in the eye and says Well this ain't gonna help is it? I'm in the same boat as you, believe I love a woman thats never to be mine! What if the one you love came in now? Saw you in this state? He's really gonna want to be with you then ain't he? Falling around, slurring your words, make up all over your face! Get a grip woman! Your a mafioso, not a cheap hooker! Picking her up by the shoulders, he looks around at the others staring Come on let me get you home from these guys, you coming? |
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| Reply by: lighterfeul at Sep 14, '08 20:04 | |
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Adamine slips in between the to mobsters. "Well, excuse me Mr. Lighterful. I'm not sure if you can see or not, but I am that man. Scram." Adamine waves the man off |
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| Reply by: Adamine at Sep 14, '08 20:08 | |
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Now wait a minute there kind sir, but Mania`, do you know this man?? Mania` wake up girl, your ok now, come on.... there we go, now, do you know this guy? I'm willing to get you home safe, but if you prefer this man to take you, thats fine. |
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| Reply by: lighterfeul at Sep 14, '08 20:13 | |
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walks over to Mania and gives her a hug i knew i would find you here... girl there is alwayss giong to be the ONE guy that is Mr. Right, perhaps he is it! only you could tell. find out what you can to see if he is lying dont jump to immediate conclusions that never turns out great for anyone. pours a shot for mania and herself in the mean time we will drink all of this, gotta let loose once in a while :P |
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| Reply by: Ashlee at Sep 14, '08 20:14 | |
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Walks over to Mania' That's one amazing story. Call me if you ever need to talk to someone. |
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| Reply by: Ducky at Sep 14, '08 23:17 | |
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shes her head in disappointment ... Thanks Ill & Ashlee for giving me some of the advice and answers i was looking for... Mania` gives a weak smile to everyone else and takes the shot with Ashlee |
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| Reply by: Mania` at Sep 14, '08 23:23 | |
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| Reply by: Mania` at Sep 14, '08 23:23 | |
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Naamah hugs Mania and comforts her Who is this guy? How would them being together help keep them safe? Naamah confused takes a shot herself and pushes all the drunk men that are just trying to take her home away. Sweetheart look, If he really wants to be with you, there should be no excuse as to why he can't just leave her and be with you. wipes a tear from Mania's eye |
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| Reply by: `Naamah` at Sep 16, '08 00:56 | |
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