All I ask now, is for someone to let in Me and the social club, daryl_dixon into their family so we may prove to you we are the real deal.  All we want is a chance to exist.  

you have to remember that the war has drained everyones bank account. that is why we mobsters are not allowed to shoot unsponsored members. once people get the money they are going to expand their crews and then you guys will have a home. give it time.

it costs 5M to be able to open a 40 man HQ. the CL and the hands between the 3 of them can only sponsor 25 members. after the 25 member limit is reached people must wait until us members get our buttons and sponsor new members. im sorry that you guys cant find a home ATM but realize that you guys are protected by the Upper Structure of every city. if someone shoots you or at you, the penalty is death. you have nothing to worry about. be patient. good things happen to those who wait.

I'm sorry but that just doesn't make since to me.  wouldn't it make more since to get people into your crew TO GET MONEY?  What are they waiting for?  And I'm the one that's going to be killed for trying to protect myself.  I'd rather die a "rogue" then a mindless cattle.

The ones that have room wont help me.  So I don't know.  I'm on my own I guess.

I have a nice amount of cash banked & would be happy to donate to help expand.  However, I wouldn't not give to a CL unless I received an invite.  I do not know how the accurate the crew information page is, but if it's correct, there are currently 4 crews with double digits openings.  

have either of you tries talking to Solastalgia or camulus? they are under the limit needed for sponsors to invite?

I've mailed ALL CL's.  Some even twice my friend.  I either got no response or there's no room.  I will have to die soon for being unsponsored if this keeps up for I'm already a gangster, soon to be goomba.

I've no idea of what type of mails you're sending out, what the content of those mails might be or if they're of the required quality that would make a leader even contemplate giving you a home. However, even if your mails are of an acceptable level, I'd understand any leader having misgivings about inviting you into their family. 

Indeed there are now ample room but this is my decision and I'm sticking by it.

You've come to the streets making claims of what you will do and how you will do it. You then double back on them asking for an invite to a recognised family. That isn't a good trait to see in a person. What happens if you managed to find yourself in a position to swear a blood oath to a family and decide to double back on that just as quickly?

I'll just have to keep starting over until my bloodline reaches it's goal.   And perhaps that goal will never come, so be it.  At least SOMEONE tried right? Right.

You've clearly illustrated that your bloodlines main aspiration is to achieve their own goals. That you will return time and time again until you have achieved them. This isn't the type of rhetoric that will earn you a place in a family, it's the type that will single you out as a selfish and self-centred narcissist that places themselves above their family.  

As has already been pointed out by myself and others... You make claims of what you will do if you are crossed, claims that you have neither the strength or power to backup. If you're going to throw empty threats around, that isn't a good trait to see in a person.

I could go on with dozens of others, but I'm sure you're starting to see the big picture here.

So, yes, there are spaces available now in this thing of ours. Yes, there are homeless in need of shelter. However that doesn't mean that every homeless person should or will receive an invite without putting in a little effort, giving it a little thought and ensuring that they've considered if they really are willing to swear their life to a family.

I'm not saying you, or anyone else for that matter, have to be the perfect finished article to receive an invite but you do need to show that you are willing to learn, willing to listen and willing to give your loyalty if you even wish to contemplate becoming a part of a family that has standards. If a leader is willing to put their life on the line for each and ever member of the family, as all good leaders will, it works both ways and each member has to show that they're worthy of a place in that family and are someone that the leader is right to fight to protect.

 However that doesn't mean that every homeless person should or will receive an invite without putting in a little effort, giving it a little thought and ensuring that they've considered if they really are willing to swear their life to a family.

My response to this sir.

I've mailed ALL CL's.  Some even twice my friend.  I either got no response or there's no room.

And within each mail was a thought out letter.  As for back peddling, well perhaps I realized it is in-fact impossible to change a nation, this world has convinced me of that anything out of the norm is shunned and even made some literally upset.  So yes, I am seeking an invite.  And I hope that the CL that chooses an active street speaker, hard worker,  good earner and other attributes/skills I process, will be a good CL that is not just a hard ass but a friend to all his members.   That's the kind of CL I can be loyal to.  Sure saying I will die over and over to reach my goal says I might be a back peddler.  However doesn't also say how persistent, motivated and innovative I may be.  

So yes I'm back peddling, so what?  I'm not trying to run or ruin anyone's crew.  Now, well now I'm just trying to earn my bones like everyone else.  To work the grind day after day for my prospective family.  To never, rock the boat I guess.  That is what most here want isn't  it.  To fear change unless it benefits them?  To keep the leadership in the same bloodline year after year after year?  To never talk to the new people that enter IRC Avenue?  So, Mr Camulus, am I good enough for your selective recruiting family?  Or have I not entertained you all enough?