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When I turned thirteen I knew I had to make better decisions about my life, I couldn't be the same child I was five months ago, I use to be picky about what I wanted and stuff, but now since im growing up and see life out of both my eyes I see now that life is to short to sit back and play games with reality, that following weekend I went to my dad's house and that same day he talked to me about me growing up and making better decisions about what I do, dazed and confused I didn't know what he was talking about because I was only thirteen I didn't want to be grown I wanted to still remain a kid, thinking and walking up stairs, I said to myself I was going to act like a real gentleman to make my dad happy, I wish I could say my dad was always a gentleman, trying to follow in the footsteps of my dad just basically of one fact he was my dad, changing in all kinds of ways by the second. I changed to this sneaky calm like dude that didn't care about nothing. I tried to make dumb decisions trying to hide them from my parents on the swift side. I didn't realize that this could be the molding of my future and if I continued to do what I was doing I could end up in a bad scene.*breathing hard* laying on my bed just thinking trying to wake up from these crazy thoughts but somehow the door to reality was locked because of my low level of the holy word what every man followed.........Manship
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