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Standing with my head in the corner with thoughts swarming in my head like bees for honey time. At this point right now im confused and trying to pull my name out of all this drama that people is leading me to. At one point of time going into sports I thought I had a straight path right to the NFL or the NBA but how everything is looking I might be the fat kid who the jocks would look over and pick a rock before me, not knowing if I was good enough to play with the kids in my neighborhood I just looked at them out my window wishing I would just find the courage I use to have and just go out there and play with them. Getting sucked into all the negative acts that was happening around me and sucking me in like quick sand I didn't know what to do, I was having girl trouble for the first time in my life and I didn't want to play sports in public because I was shy I would embarrass myself, I looked at the stars at night wishing I was as high as they was where nobody could see me or talk about me because of my crazy actions I leaped in the sky but was blocked by a barrier but magical that it just zipped me to a place where I was not noticed or paid attention to, not knowing what was this strange place I ran into what I would call my turtle shell to hinder in to the soft part of it. Wishing I had a chance to go back to where I belong I evolve to a man like a worm into a butterfly, but somehow was thrusted back to earth with a rapid wind, not staying at home to my self anymore I showed the world who I was but that was just to the people in my neighborhood, I wasn't even a speck to the big world |
