I chug the last of my 40oz as I continue to drool on the side of the bar counter. I look over to my left and right nothing. The fucking bar is empty I am all by myself. I start to sing badly ALLLLL By Myself.......... all by myself, I am smacked awake by the bartender as he continues to sweep the floor with the broom. BunBun you need to leave it's 4am. Wait what, iI startle awake and fall off my bar stool to the ground. I wobble as I barely am able to get my drunk ass up. Then I hear the whispers of an voice I have not heard in years...BunBun.......I've got you. You say something Daniel I ask the bartender as he shakes his head no. What?

I stagger from side too side as I hear the whispers start again. BunBun.........I'm home baby. But this time I see an figure an young woman who has an familiar look to her, her face I know her. But I cannot pick up on who it is in my drunken state and continue to stagger right out the front door. I see her as she laughs and starts to make pace down the street. Who is she? I slowly stagger beheind her as I try to keep my balance as I continue to wander beheind her. The woman stops at an sidewalk and turns around waiting for me to get closer. She grabs my hand as I grab hers back. What is happening, I say to her. She smiles and I follow her through the street. We end up at an closed down italian restaurant with an foreclosed sign on the front door. I am dragged to it and I grab the sign? She starts to speak to me again.

I look into her eyes and I know who it is know. Her old name was Anna she was my first ever love in my life before she died in an car accident ten years ago. I start to tear as she holds her hand out catching my tear and smiling back at me. I easily let her pull me now as I continue to tour the old sights with her. Our next destination I find out is our old college where we first met. She was sitting alone in the bench when I saw her from the corner of my eye. I came over and introduced myself I was awkward and we hit it off after that. I pen my eyes again as I am driving my old car from college. I feel the walls as I remember this old thing. I look to my right and see her starring infront to the road infront of me. I smile and laugh as I never have in awhile.  

She giggles at me, Honey keep your eyes on the road please, I look at the road again. Sorry you're just so beautiful, she giggles again and we continue to go farther down the street. I look at an familiar sign and I know where this memory is going as I try to grab the door lock and it's lock. I try to open it as I vigorously bang on the door lock button and look at her in horror. No not again, I continue to look infront of me. 

NO, NO, NO. She looks at me in confusion what is it baby? We need to stop the car I say as she still looks at me puzzling. I try to slam on the brakes but the car continues to move normally down the street. I can change this I think to myself as I look around the car frantically. I look infront of me too see the same large truck, that passes us. I know we only have a few minutes left before it's too late. I look around and she says You can't change the past just relax and watch the past happen once again. I stop and sink back into the driving seat as I feel the brakes underneath me give out. She puts her hand on my right shoulder and I close my eyes as the car turns to the right and we begin the tumble down the large ditch. I open my eyes to see myself outside of the car and see the car destroyed infront of me.

I get myself up and crawl towards the wreckage. I see the same woman lying in the seat as she is not moving no more. I feel the force of someone starting to pull me away from her. I look up to see an police officer dragging me away. I start to scream NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO, and I let out an small tear as I stop crying right after. Let me see her I say but the police officer refuses as they put an oxygen mask on me. Is she okay I ask the paramedics as they put her in the ambulance. She is not going too make it. i close my eyes in sadness and anger as I open them to see an apartment. I see an man close the door beheind him and I grab the edge of the bed to get up. I go to the small bathroom and wipe my eyes with an splash of water. This can't be real I think as I look at myself in the jacket I used to wear in my college years. I walk back into the living room. I start to recognize my surroundings as I see it's my old college apartment. 

Again I see the figure from before. I angrily go up to her as I start to raise my voice at her. Why are you showing me this? Why are you torturing me?

The surroundings change and I regain consciousness as I get off the bar ground. It was just an dream good, I grab my coat, and walk out the front door. Damn visions I think to myself, as I signal for an cab. I tell him to go to Bunny Manor and we start to drive over to my manor. I am glad that is over with as I think it to myself. But I get out of the cab and pay him for his time. I slowly stagger over too my manor and open the front door. 

I close the door beheind me and I go up the spiral stairs to my room, I strip down, put my clothes on, and pass out on my nice sheets. I think more about the figure and I wake up again. There again the figure sits on the edge of the bed as I wipe my eyes as I look at Cherry sleeping next to me. I am about to scream as she puts an finger over my finger as she reaches out and rubs my left cheek. I hold it and smile as she tells me. I am always here whenever you need me. I nod my head as she disappears as she came and I fall back to the bed. I come closer too Cherry as I put both of my arms around her and close my eyes.