Hello everyone/anyone who reads this. 

I have only come back on this to set a few things straight with everyone cause what I did wasn't ok, but there needs to be some sort of explanation. 

Well for one, I will not throw around anything or details to give away anyone but, a number of people with whom I speak to in real life have been laying down for me some pretty deep things and a lot of it is starting to get to me. I did what I did out of haste but also out of pure emotion as things have been building for the past few days. A beef of great deals happened here and it really started effecting me. Well two beefs really, both with people who I know well and are friends of mine in this game. Or well, were. After a final heated argument, I left and ended most likely the greatest friendships i've ever had and it stings right now, but this message isn't about how much of a fuck up I've made on my own part. This is my persona apology to my friends. I don't want to make life harder here or in the real for them, so names are going to be left out, but I always said I'd own my mistakes and right now is time.

A dear friend of mine had pretty much laid out for me some plans and we were to follow them to the T. After a number of times of me doing this, I made a pact, a pact to see it thought, till the end. Well, sadly due to other people in the way in real life, I betrayed my friend to whom I promised. I know how mad they are at me, and I can't really release too many details, but I know how much just being made a fool feels on any caliber. Things just became too much, beef was far too heavy, I couldn't keep letting this other issue affect an entire group of us(Many friends are involved in this fiasco, all of which know each other in real life). I only came here to say, well Goodbye to well, all of you. I doubt with this beef in the brew and having had such small issues get dragged into real life that I'll be returning again. Thought anyone with half a brain or idea of what's going on knows whats up. I ask (As much as it'll likely be ignored) that this be left where it is, and no more beef come of this. Some may know of a few parties involved but please just let it die, it's a big wound for all of us. We let petty things get in the way, and right now we've destroyed a group of solid friends. To my friend that i've hurt the most, and they know who they are, I know you can never forgive me, and I know I can't make up for years and years and years of bonding, but for what it's worth, I acted brash and I can't take that back, in any form. Regardless of how I feel right now and how fed up things are after that last time we'll likely ever talk. I folded, and this is me owing that. Not trying to win back points, not trying to act like...there's a chance.....there's nothing left for me to do. I effed up royally. This likely won't mean shit, but if I didn't say anything I'd just hate myself even more. So...forgive me, maybe in a few years, months, maybe never. But that's as much proof and truth as I can lay bare. I don't know if i'l be back, but I'll lookout for anyone who's still around if I do. This is farewell MR. Be safe.

This is why you always bury the hatchet and squash the beef.

You never know when you might need a good hatchet

Where's the beef?

I feel like this dude has the potential to start the best new underground group. 

Anarchy comes to mind.