Villainy Inc.

The most amazing girl in my life. 

Live fast. Die young. Be wild and have fun.

[20:52:42] TonyCastelli: promotes Kaira to Goat SUPREME Leader

Co-Chairmanlady of the Sodiumchloridelessness Rights for Watermelon' Action Group

[17:02:32] TheButcher: You are an idiot

Feb 24, 22:42:31Round #4: You were VDAY-WACKED by MakeMeSmile_. Your assailant bears a striking resemblance to the guy who goes by Don TonyCastelli of TonyCastelli's Villainy Inc., Summerlin, Las Vegas!

<--- I'll be sure to make you cry from now on! 

[07:57:04] AlejandroGuevara: OC Vegas

[07:57:23] Kaira: :(

[07:57:28] Kaira: I'm in LA

[07:57:38] Kaira: I have an OC too

[07:58:07] AlejandroGuevara: Oh.. I will run and fly :)

15:31 <TheButcher[MR]> am trying to find dumb people

15:31 <Alastor[MR]> just try looking in the mirror

15:32 <Alastor[MR]> 100% guaranteed success

[15:23:32] Krieger: Oh fuck.. Kaira just went savage lol[15:23:46] VictoriaValium: Kaira is a badass!

Stay the fuck out of my

pockets!

I'll sing it one last time for you

Then we really have to go

You've been the only thing that's right

In all I've done

And I can barely look at you

But every single time I do

I know we'll make it anywhere

Away from here

Light up, light up

As if you have a choice

Even if you cannot hear my voice

I'll be right beside you, dear

Louder, louder And we'll run for our lives

I can hardly speak I understand

Why you can't raise your voice to say

To think I might not see those eyes

Makes it so hard not to cry

And as we say our long goodbyes

I nearly do

Light up, light up

As if you have a choice

Even if you cannot hear my voice

I'll be right beside you, dear

Louder, louder And we'll run for our lives

I can hardly speak I understand

Why you can't raise your voice to say

And I remember when I met him it was so clear that he was the only one for me. We both knew it right away. And as the years went on things got more difficult and we were faced with more challenges. I begged him to stay. Try to remember what we had in the beginning. He was charismatic, magnetic, electric and everybody knew it. When he walked in every woman's head turned. Everyone stood up to talk to him. He was like this hybrid, this mix of a man who couldn't contain himself. I always got the sense that he became torn between being a good person and missing out on all of the opportunities that life could offer a man as magnificent as him. And in that way I understood him.

And I loved him.

I loved him.

I loved him.

I loved him.

And I still love him.

I love him...

C'est un S.O.S, je suis touchée je suis à terre

Entends-tu ma détresse, y a t-il quelqu'un?

Je sens que je me perds

You and I, bloodlines, We come together every time

Two wrongs, no rights, We lose ourselves at night

And from the outside, from the outside

Everyone must be wondering why we try.

Why do we try?

Baby, in our wildest moments, We could be the greatest,

Baby, in our wildest moments, We could be the worst of all

Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don't know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of witherings, of tarnishings.

The funny thing about hurting people
Is they tend to hurt people
The funny thing about lies is
They're only lies
The funny thing about hearts is
They tend to break easy
The funny thing about healing is
I'm alright

Come raise the dead

I'm dreaming of the end

Hallucinate the tables are turning and life

Was everything you said

Come raise the dead 

I'm leaning on the edge Illuminate

the way to my heart

It's twisting on a thread

They say only the good die young

That just ain't right

'Cause we're having too much fun

Too much fun tonight

And a lust for life keeps us alive

'Cause we're the masters of our own fate

We're the captains of our own souls

So there's no need for us to hesitate

We're all alone, let's take control

It all started on the day that I died. If there had been an obituary, it would have described the unremarkable life of an unremarkable woman, survived by no one. But there was no obituary, because the day that I died was also the day I started to live. In my old life, I longed for someone to see what was special in me. But what I really needed was for me to see it. And now I do. You see, sometimes I'm good. Oh, I'm very good. But sometimes I'm bad. But only as bad as I wanna be. Freedom is power. To live a life untamed and unafraid is the gift that I've been given, and so my journey begins. 

It's like you're screaming but no one can hear. You almost feel ashamed that someone could be that important, that without them, you feel like nothing. No one will ever understand how much it hurts. You feel hopeless, like nothing can save you. And when it's over and it's gone, you almost wish that you could have all that bad stuff back so you can have the good.

"When people see good, they expect good. I don’t want to have to live up to anyone’s expectations.”

"We search for answers...yet we invent the questions. What if we could see that heaven is born within our own souls?"

When the people I used to know found out what I had been doing, how I'd been living, they asked me why - but there's no use in talking to people who have home. They have no idea what it's like to seek safety in other people - for home to be wherever you lay your head.

I was always an unusual girl. My mother told me I had a chameleon soul, no moral compass pointing due north, no fixed personality; just an inner indecisiveness that was as wide and as wavering as the ocean...
And if I said I didn't plan for it to turn out this way I'd be lying...
Because I was born to be this kind of woman.
Who belonged to no one, who had nothing yet wanted everything, with a fire for every experience and an obsession for freedom that terrified me to the point that I couldn't even talk about it, and pushed me to a nomadic point of madness that both dazzled and dizzied me.

Every night I used to pray that I'd find my people, and finally I did on the open road.We had nothing to lose, nothing to gain, nothing we desired anymore, except to make our lives into a work of art.

No, we're not promised tomorrow!

You died in my sleep last night..

 You accepted House's Tops dice bet. House rolled 108 and you rolled 918. You won 100.00 credits.

You accepted House's Tops dice bet. House rolled 371 and you rolled 595. You won 100.00 credits.

Success! TonyCastelli was set free.

Success! TheButcher was set free.

Success! AlejandroGuevara was set free.

Success! Preeyah was set free.

Who are you?
Are you in touch with all of your darkest fantasies?
Have you created a life for yourself where you can experience them?
I have. I am fucking crazy.
But I am free.