#psychobuddy

Villainy Inc.

Got everybody watchin' what I do
Come walk in my shoes
And see the way I'm livin' if you really want to
Got my mind on my money
And I'm not goin' away
So keep on gettin' your paper, and keep on climbin'
Look in the mirror, and keep on shinin' (Shinin')
Until the game ends, 'til the clock stop
We gon' post up on the top spot
Livin' the life, the life

No, we're not promised tomorrow!

Home is where they say the heart is
Mine's buried in the yard
Hell's a place they say is for sinners
I'll be the man in charge
But... how, can I exist? Within the mist of this?
But... how, can I admit? That I would quit on you?
I wrote God a simple letter
Still haven't heard from him
I must have really messed up this time
Shit must have hit the fan

Every night I used to pray that I'd find my people, and finally I did on the open road.We had nothing to lose, nothing to gain, nothing we desired anymore, except to make our lives into a work of art.

I buried your fangs in the heart of a deep well 
Your mouth was on fire and bone sore 
I know you dug for years below the ground 
You shouldn't be wild inside if you're a beast in the headlights 
In an instant your predator hands reached to the throat 
I knew you were waiting to die the whole time 
Your legs they swung for hours in semi-spires 
You shouldn't be wild inside if you're a beast in the headlights
 

♦TheButcher|♦DesireeKaira|☺UrsulaIguaran 

"but you'll always be my hero even though....you lost...your mind"

The most amazing ♦Girl in my life. 

The Joy of my life.

Klejnot is the beast master of suits in Vegas. Hit her up, do not be shy. Despite the rumors she does not bite.

I believe in the kindness of strangers.

[19:12:25] TonyCastelli: promotes DesireeKaira to Goat Lord Captain

[21:06:12] TonyCastelli: You monster

Supporting Sodiumchloridelessness Rights for Watermelon' Action Group

 <MRBot> DesireeKaira accepted House's Tops dice bet. House rolled 303 and DesireeKaira rolled 801. DesireeKaira won 200.00 credits.

<MRBot> UrsulaIguaran accepted House's Tops dice bet. House rolled 415 and UrsulaIguaran rolled 565. UrsulaIguaran won 200.00 credits

17:27 <MRBot> DesireeKaira accepted House's Tops dice bet. House rolled 431 and DesireeKaira rolled 695. DesireeKaira won 1,000.00 credits.

To: DesireeKaira
From: 
Sent: Mar 20, '18 06:46
Subject:

Fuuuuck. You prophecised my characters death before he copped a bullet.

To: DesireeKaira
From: Rubella
Sent: Mar 09, '18 07:52
Subject:

Hello my dear <3

We live together we ride together we died together

19:42:56] Jones: Sanity is a very insane thing tbh

Bearski accepted your Tops dice bet. You rolled 805 and ☺Bearski rolled 168. You won $2,000,000 cash.

You accepted House's Tops dice bet. House rolled 563 and you rolled 878. You won 100.00 credits. You gave the dealer 1% of the profit.

And I remember when I met him it was so clear that he was the only one for me. We both knew it right away. And as the years went on things got more difficult and we were faced with more challenges. I begged him to stay. Try to remember what we had in the beginning. He was charismatic, magnetic, electric and everybody knew it. When he walked in every woman's head turned. Everyone stood up to talk to him. He was like this hybrid, this mix of a man who couldn't contain himself. I always got the sense that he became torn between being a good person and missing out on all of the opportunities that life could offer a man as magnificent as him. And in that way I understood him.

And I loved him.

I loved him.

I loved him.

I loved him.

And I still love him.

I love him...

C'est un S.O.S, je suis touchée je suis à terre

Entends-tu ma détresse, y a t-il quelqu'un?

Je sens que je me perds

You and I, bloodlines, We come together every time

Two wrongs, no rights, We lose ourselves at night

And from the outside, from the outside

Everyone must be wondering why we try.

Why do we try?

Baby, in our wildest moments, We could be the greatest,

Baby, in our wildest moments, We could be the worst of all

Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don't know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of witherings, of tarnishings.

It all started on the day that I died. If there had been an obituary, it would have described the unremarkable life of an unremarkable woman, survived by no one. But there was no obituary, because the day that I died was also the day I started to live. In my old life, I longed for someone to see what was special in me. But what I really needed was for me to see it. And now I do. You see, sometimes I'm good. Oh, I'm very good. But sometimes I'm bad. But only as bad as I wanna be. Freedom is power. To live a life untamed and unafraid is the gift that I've been given, and so my journey begins. 

It's like you're screaming but no one can hear. You almost feel ashamed that someone could be that important, that without them, you feel like nothing. No one will ever understand how much it hurts. You feel hopeless, like nothing can save you. And when it's over and it's gone, you almost wish that you could have all that bad stuff back so you can have the good.

"When people see good, they expect good. I don’t want to have to live up to anyone’s expectations.”

"We search for answers...yet we invent the questions. What if we could see that heaven is born within our own souls?"

When the people I used to know found out what I had been doing, how I'd been living, they asked me why - but there's no use in talking to people who have home. They have no idea what it's like to seek safety in other people - for home to be wherever you lay your head.

I was always an unusual girl. My mother told me I had a chameleon soul, no moral compass pointing due north, no fixed personality; just an inner indecisiveness that was as wide and as wavering as the ocean...
And if I said I didn't plan for it to turn out this way I'd be lying...
Because I was born to be this kind of woman.
Who belonged to no one, who had nothing yet wanted everything, with a fire for every experience and an obsession for freedom that terrified me to the point that I couldn't even talk about it, and pushed me to a nomadic point of madness that both dazzled and dizzied me.

You died in my sleep last night..

Success! Rubella was set free.

Success! ☺Jones was set free.

Success! ♦TheButcher was set free.

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