Great I cannot wait to see you soon.<3

I really miss my fucking rivals 

thats the tittle, I grab a bible

pray for my rivals, dead on arrival

I swear this shit to me is a cycle

bodies in piles, blood rivers resemble niles

they need survival, they need to rehearse a recital 

I ride for you

you better ride for me too or you going to die

I don't rest in peace, I roll in peace, im high out of my mind

in the sky, I can't stoop down to your level cause im high

im a boss but I started off doing petty crimes

living the life, this the life, I dont gotta do no more crimes

I love you, Loyalty out value everything

you love me, Loyalty out value everything

we love eachother

so give me your heart

till death do us part

if you dont love me for real then dont play with my heart

Will you be my Hand when the time comes ?

I hope your still alive and well taken care of 

I have been doing well, I miss you too and cant wait to talk to you. 

Your secret is safe with me. 

^Alone...

^{This word means everything to me, I know how it feels to be alone.}

^{to be called different.}

^{to not be accepted.} 

^{to not have anyone in sight to talk to.}

^{to talk to yourself in the dark.}

^{to lose your mind to drugs.}

to be used and ridiculed.

If I can't be accepted for me what's my purpose?

Why am I the fallen angel with no wings?

Why was I left behind?

Why did I lose hope & accept death?

​​​​​​​

I dont want to do this anymore..

I've been up a very long time, Wonder why they hate on me.

I dont want to love myself, I'm praying that they all love me.

I see black skies, and white lies, I'd rather be

dead, filling my head with different enemies

thoughts consuming me, fueling my insecurities

As the ground right under me crumbles as if it wasn't there

it's too much, my hearts crushed, im not alive

I won't allow myself happiness cause its all lies

​​​​​​​I've seen the pain, I run away so many times

Death and I are companions, it's here at all times

I won't love, won't trust, I won't die

I can't feel, but managed to steal your heart, love

Come, Let's watch the rain as it's falling down

Sunlight on your skin when I'm not around

It dont feel the same when your're out of town

So, Come let's watch the rain as it's falling down

You were my best friend on here and now I feel like I cant continue without you. 

You will be missed. 

LLM

I dont want to be this way for good

I dont want to live the way I should

born in the burbs' but big in the hood

Tell me that I can't but I know I could

I cant hear you calling to me 

I cant see your falling for me 

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Picture this, in bed, get a phone call

Girl that you loved killed herself 

and ever since then, man, I hate myself

I want to fucking end it

Reading back through these and holy shit were they good.

Good times, miss ya .