Dear Diary

it's sunday! But sadly it's ending.

I'm really not looking forward since will be a long long week with a lot deadlines to deal with.

Dear Diary, 

I woke up this morning.  This is good.  However, when I Checked my Dealer I found drug prices had dropped significantly.  I had to go city to city to find a profitable Deal!  Some People I swear!  Went to the casino after selling drugs and dont ya know... Even the slot machines were against me! Will wait a while before i go back there!  Heres hoping for a better day!

Dear Diary:

I am immune compromised , I have severe Crohn's disease. I have been without a specialist to take care of the disease, because the old specialist's medical assistant was doing shady stuff with my treatment. So, I turned it over to my insurance company to investigate, because this is one place shady stuff was happening. They found that the medical assistant was doing shady stuff. As a result of the investigation the Doctor treating me, released me as a patient, without regard to the treatment I need to manage the Crohn's. Now him releasing me and leaving me without a doctor is against his Hippocratic oath, but I haven't the resources to sue him.

So here I sit with Covid19 making me  sicker without even having had the Covid19. Why?! Because specialists around my area  and even outside my area are afraid to take new patients. The new patient may expose them and their office to Covid19. This is what my Primary Care Doctor is telling me when I ask why I haven't had a new referral for a specialist in almost 2 years. Almost 2 years I have gone without treatment for my Crohn's, which my health is deteriorating.

I am immune compromised I stay isolated as a result. I was told just catching the common cold can be detrimental to me.

So, yeah I stay isolated even before the covid19 I was practicing isolation and social distancing and wearing a mask, for 3 years prior to the covid-19 I have been doing this and still am...

BUT I AM THE RISK?!!! really people?

Dear Diary,

Spring is on the horizon and today is rather a 'get up and do stuff' kind of weather. Sunny and dry, which quite frankly makes a change when you compare to the past couple of weeks.

I really do think I am one who gets the 'blues' if the weather isn't so 'yay'. 

So here we go I am in a 'yay' day and feel great! Hope you do too.

Martini.

Dear Diary, 

I tried to go to bed at 10:30PM last night. Which is why at 4am I switched off my 7:15 and 730 alarms. Because my body is absolutely trash and ready for me to just die, it would seem. 

I would send love, but I'm only full of tragedy and bitterness at this point. 

Me

Dear diary, today I played badminton and got my ass beat. This did not satisfy me. I will now do something that I am good at. I shall beat my wife

Dear diary, today is being an ok day. I skipped work to drink beers with wooman and came home, now i'm drinking my cocaine tea and listening to hipster music like ROBERTS GOT A QUICK HANDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD and etc 

i watched The mothman prophecies again today with richard geere and it always creeps me out. thats about it

bai

love

Roya

dear diary,

im drunk but not GOOD DRUNK, im drunk with a killer headache and my stomach is not very well

perhaos i shoulkdnt have drink all afternoon. thats what i get for skipping work

love

roya

Dear Diary

Glad it's night already! time to chill some and watch elden rings on youtube. Getting addictive, but it's soo good that i might buy the game sooner.

Dear Diary,

It's fucking Friday, son! For at least another... welp... I guess its Saturday now!!! Keep the night going!!! :D Sooooo.. I got some vodka shots and I'm intending to kill these and more than likely move on to something a bit heartier for shits n' grins. We'll see where the night takes us. Ain't nothing to it but to do it baby!!! :DDD

Drunk and Sincerely Yours,

Humpty Hump

Dear Diary,

I have been in Warsaw, preparing for war with Russia for the past months, but luckily, April snow slowed down their advance. It will give us enough time to dig in and prepare for the onslaught. Their motorized troops and armor is stuck in the mud, they will have to take Warsaw by foot, we already blew up the bridges, if Vistula does not freeze, we are going to be able to repel their attacks. 

Germans already sent us their MG3, they do not want to admit it, but it is just upgraded version of MG42 but the name was changed...

Dear diary,

It's been a busy start to the day. Started in the town. Rushed home only to get begged to go get coffee with Lance. Coffee acquired. Off to town to visit the sheriff's office and all is good there. 👍 Now I'm at my appointment then off to work we go. Busy busy busy. 

Dear Diary.   
Almost forgot about completing my daily hustle. You got lucky!  Here I am.                                                                                                      Post a well thought out original reply in an Outside thread of appropriate length

Happy Easter! 

dear diary sometimes trying to read my mind is like going to a library. it can iether be a short story a mystery or just blank pages,

thank yhou good night diary

Dear Diary

i really feel like i have an addiction to k-dramas; and what is more, i don't want to stop being addicted to them.  the latest one i am raving about is business proposal: 

Netflix: https://www.netflix.com/search?q=business%20prop&jbv=81509440

download site: https://myasiantv.cc/show/the-office-blind-date

it is so good that i searched; found it and downloaded it all and then binge watched it, because Netflix is streaming it with only two episodes weekly.  It is just so funny!  and the lead characters are very cute /gorgeous too :)

Now that is a strange diary entry for a member of the mafia!

In the world, where booties are considered scarce... It is Friday and best part of it, it is towards Easter, so we are not working on Monday, which then means, I have three days to do absolutely nothing, just rest, sleep, more rest and more nothingness and you have guessed it, I regret nothing. God bless some random Pagan holiday.

Dear Diary, it feels like it has been 976 years since I last wrote to you. Today I feel ill so I've not got much going on but laundry.

It kind of hurts to breathe to be honest, but the coughing hurts more. I'm tired and I'm cranky, so I'm gonna end this super awesome Diary entry.

Thank you for coming to my Diary Entry.

Later gator

Dear diary, I had to work today and it just reinforces my belief most people suck. Working in hospitality has gotten to the point of ridiculousness. People are rude, talk down to the hired help, and are generally miserable. I tolerate a lot of abuse from customers, but draw the line at cursing me or trying to belittle me. Then my anger rises, and I get to tell them to fk off without using the word fk. The look on their face when I tell them they have to go or I trespass them makes my black heart beat a little faster, lol.